There are moments.
When the radiating sunshine
And the sing-song of childrens laughter
And the gentle warm caress of skin gliding on skin,
Are still not enough.
Moments
when the gaping void is the only thing I can be sure is real,
The only thing that can anchor me,
Here,
In this moment.
The only thing I can hold onto
Is the unarguable certainty of my isolation.
This loneliness,
Is the one truth that my mind cannot deny.
And in a familiar twisted way,
It’s beautiful,
Comforting,
To know that not everything is temporary,
Some things are forever.